TIRED
Im tired of all the lies
the deceit
the manipulation
Im tired of the pain
the agony
the torture
Im tired of loving you
of caring for you
of listening to you
Im tired of this world
im tired of it all
but most of all im tired of you
The Truth
Hateing
Dieing
Lieing
Cheating
Faking
Hurting
Manipulating
Tortureing
Killing
Loving
Living
Surviving...because I found the truth
Hard to Hide
Its hard to hide
Who I am
What I am becoming
Who Ill be
What Ill do
They will fear me
They will hate me
They will try to get rid of me
But it's too late
It's already begun
And when you think its over
It is just the beginning....
Don't understand
I don't understand
Why you are doing this
I dont understand
Why I loved you
I don't understand
Why you said you loved me
I don't understand
Why you took what was so precious from me
I don't understand
Why you didn't even care
I don't understand
How you can just walk away
I don't understand
WHy you are hurting me like this
After all I have done
After all I would have done
Just to be with you
I just don't understand
They Think They Know
They think they know her.They see her everyday.They grew up with her.But they have never been in her head.They have never thought what she has though.Said what she has said.Done what She has done.She isn't sure who survived,or who she killed.They think she is innocent.They think she is sweet.But it is just a cover.
She lives in her own world inside her head.You think you can step all over her,but just wait.She will have the last laugh.You all will be sorry.You don't know her power.You don't know her pain.You dont't know her rage.You have never felt her.You have never known her.You never will know her.Noone will.She has her secrets.She has her curses.She is angry.She is in pain.You think you understand but you don't.SHe has a hunger,a craving.More must die or be hurt to fullfil it.You don't understand.She doesn't mean to hurt them,nor will she mean to hurt you.You will try to run.You will try to hide.But she will find you.She is what you fear.What you hav nightmars about.SHe is the monster under your bed.She is what you think see out of the corner of your eye.She is who follows you.She is the predator and you are the prey.This pain has been too much for her.She won't hold it in anymore.She can't.You will hate her.You will try to stop her.But it is too late.It has already started.It has all ready begun.You say it isn't fair.But who are you to decide fairness?Who are they to decide?Life isn't fair.Death isn't fair.But death is the only way to escape her and her curse.Her plague.They think they know...but they don't.They think they are safe,they aren't,but neither are you.You betrayed her,now she wants revenge.
Desiree..The Warning
I wish I could warn her
Tell her about what she is doing
What she is getting into
She doesn't even know
The pain he will inflict
She wont know
When he will use her
When he will abuse her
When he will drop her
She doesnt know
She won't understand
She can't see the future
But I can
She doesnt know the past
But I do
I know what will happen
I know what is happening
And Desiree
If you read this
This is the warning
Don't trust HIM
They Think They Know Part 2
They thought they knew her,but as she drove away in the backseat of the cop car,they realized they didn't.They thought they were safe,but when they saw their friends and family bitten,and sucked dry,they realized they weren't.They thought they stopped her,but when she escaped the mental institution,they knew she was unstoppable.They thought she was weak,but when she killed all those people,they knew she was strong.They thought she was dead,but when she stood in the middle of town and screamed the truth,they knew she was alive.You thought she was asleep,but when you approached and she attacked,you realized she was awake.You assume what you do not know.You estimate what you cannot comprehend.You deny what you do not understand.You all were stupid.She had the last laugh,when you said you knew her.
Unpredictable
Complicated
Strange
Gifted
No
Stupid
Helpless
Quiet
Yet
Strong
Demanding
So many things are so...Unpredictable
Love
or
Lust
Live
or
Die
Happy
or
Sad
So many things are so...Unpreditable
Life
Love
You
Me
Us
Together
So many things are..Unbelieveable
FOREVER
IM FINISHED
IM DONE
IM THROUGH
THESE WILL NEVER BE MY WORDS TO YOU
I LOVE YOU
TOO MUCH
TO LET GO
EVEN THOUGH I SHOULD
MAYBE NOT
ITS SO HARD
TO DEAL WITH THE PAIN
IM NOT SURE IF YOU STILL CARE
OR WHEN YOU WILL BE HERE
WITH ME...FOREVER
Not Sure
Not sure
How to act
When I am with you
Your impossible to please
Even if i do something right
In your eyes its wrong
Not sure
What to say
When I talk to you
Everything I say is stupid
Or nieve
Im just a child
In your eyes
Ill never be sure
First To Fall
When your the one that thinks hes on top
You will be the first to fall
Big heads are hard to carry on small shoulders
When you have so much weight to carry on your back
You carry feelings you will never share
You keep secrets you'll never tell
A balloon that is filled up to full
Is sure to burst
Don't hide behind your plastic smile
Be yourself
Or you'll be
The first to fall
Some "friend"
Some friend you are
Stabbing me in the back
Lieing to me
Stealing from me
The one thing I thought noone could take
You took
The one thing you promised not to touch
You did
When you promised never to hurt me
You lied
When you said you didn't like him
You did
You whore
You slut
You tramp
You bitch
This could've been prevented
I thought you were my friend
But some friend you turned out to be
Die slowly
I almost feel sorry for you
Because of what you have done
Now you will die slowly
In pain
In agony
I'll make sure of it
And so will fate
All you can do is pray your death comes quickly
Too bad for you
Because there is no God
Noone to save you
Or your pitiful little soul
There is no Heaven
No Hell
There is only dirt
And worms
And maggots
When you die
Slowly
There is nothing to believe in
But yourself
Too late for that
You are too much of a coward
What a goddamn waste
I am told
I am told to forget
I am told to forgive
I am told to listen
I am told to obey
I am told to live
I am told to love
But I don't follow rules
I will not forgive
I will not forget
I will not listen
I will not obey
You will be the one to die
I won't get caught
My revenge has started
But you don't know it yet
I Called You My Friend
Deceit
Betrayal
Lies
Hate
Cheat
Die
Cry
Sad
Mad
Stressed
Why
How
When
Where
Who
I don't understand
I called you my friend
Not with you
You don't understand
How I lost my innocense
It doesn't matter though
You wouldn't listen
You won't listen
You yell
You assume
All the time saying
How you don't want me to run
When thats all I want to do anymore
I need to be where I belong and
It's not with you
Wicked
On the outside
Your sweet and innocent
But on the inside
Your wicked to the core
You try to hide who you really are
But I see right through you
You are wicked
Just like me
They call us demons
We can't help being wicked
They'll be sorry
The good are always the first to fall
They are so nieve
We are so wicked
It isn't you
It isn't you
I cant hold on
To what I love
To what makes me happy
Someone always manages to take it away
They are trying to break me down
Trying to break me in
It wont work
My heart is too cold
From the pains of heartache
Heartbreak
I hate what you have done
What you are
What you are becomeing
I wish I knew how to stop it
I wish I knew how to get you to change
But I can't
Because that is only something you can do
I want to hold on to our love
I want to remember the happy times
This all is bull
Happy times?
I was miserable with you
I didn't lose anything
I let it go
I can hold on to what I want
But sadly hunnie
It isn't you
Erase me..see if I care
Erase me
From your life
See if I care
Destroy
Everything I gave you
See what I do
Say
Anything you want
See what I say
And now
Watch me walk away
Laughing
Because my dear
I already
Erased you
From my life
Destroyed everything you gave me
Said
Everything I wanted
Too bad you had to bee so damn stupid
You mean nothing to me
You mean nothing to me
You used me
Abused me
You mean nothing to me
I'm going crazy
I have to get you out of my life
Stay the hell away from me
You mean nothing to me
It was always hopeless love
You are too afraid to love
To dream
To care
This is why
You mean nothing to me
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